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| Am I obsessed with pain? Is an anorexic into the mirror? How can you ask a question like that, now that I'm bleedin from the front and the back, and I got the largest grin on my face, that no matter what you throw at me, you cant ever erase, cuz there's nothing in this world that this feeling can't replace, and its crazy i know, but i kill so you can hear my voice, im not the dark and silent type, but the one who makes lots of noise, and this is just another way to let people know that i speak and i keep speakin even when i don't have a choice.
read my myspace blogs for more weird stuff lols.
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| about to go insane, this life i live in is unrealistic, can't you see i was once so optimistic, now i barely got the patience to take this, i wanna break down doors, i wanna but its already been blown of its hinges, and im standing there with it wide open, maybe its fung-shui and i'm lettin in bad omens, while your probably spreadin legs and lettin in ol'men, i knew from the first moment i met you, but i thought i could change you, i was wrong, but didn't think i'd be wrong for this long, shoda ended it long ago, but i just kept on holdin on, but fuck it...how u get the nerve to ask me bak, with that nikkuhs hickie still attached, wtf are you thinkin im a bitch to be pushed around? then you clearly never even knew me, ask the people that truly feel me, your the worst thing thats ever happened, and i've seen alot of bad things, events that would make your veins curl in, got your stomache flippin and you hurlin, good thing you don't know me, cuz it woda been a waste of a good story...tbc.
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| my style has been corrupted, no longer think straight cuz my sin's have been open and now the malicious hands that i posses begun and its unstoppable once it becomes erupted, my anger is potent, theres nothing that can top it, im spittin blood outta my system and yet i ain't even feelin it, im stronger then i once was cuz my angers fuelin it, straight lovin it, but i remember when i was angry for a cause, how much stronger i was then, but now im lost in my own hatred, and im drowning so deep into my own space that i feel nothing but emptiness....
i affliate myself with so much shit, that i got memo's coming my way that i can't retaliate it, but i started it so imma finish it, took a piece of beef and imma be the one who's gonna b done chewin it.
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| Eh yo this is Kai Sky Lai, my first entry is to my brothers...One Movement For Life.
I ain't done and forget about the times we shared, and not even close to losing the days taht we all cared, now I know were all spread out, far apart, and its tearing up my heart, knowing that our Fam lost part, instead of One Movement, it was Kai, Cato, Rj, Blazey and Danny, what happened to our family? I lost in touch with most of you, some won't even return my phone calls, cuz their so busy in they own shit, got problems swimming up to their heads, only thing that used to keep me alive was OM, now I'm begging God to take my life, and walk with the dead, if that could bring us all back together and me staring down at the brothers then I'll sacrifice it...shit, we used to post at the Q we used to laugh and let no one get through, stand proud next to each other, now its like we seeing our differences and start talking about our mothers and fathers when we used to think we originated from the ashes, coordinate ourselves as One and if one life flashes, we get up and bring life back, and their flat line smashes, off the charts and breathe again, fuck the heathens, or the heavens, we above that, the influence is us, not those who try to re-create what God put us through, close knit that blood would have seem thin flowing next to, now I'm here trying to stay in-tune, to bring back the family for we lose sight of that too...to be continued.
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